Jennifer Lopez is speaking on her breakup with estranged husband Ben Affleck.
“I was thinking about this time in my life, and I’m like, ‘That’s not what I thought it was going to turn out like,'” said of her breakup during a sitdown for Interview magazine. “And then I thought, ‘No, this is exactly where I needed to be, to lead me to where I want to go.'”
Lopez was then asked whether she regretted giving her love with Affleck a second chance.
“Not one second. That doesn’t mean it didn’t almost take me out for good. It almost did. But now, on the other side of it, I think to myself, ‘F-ck, that is exactly what I needed. Thank you, god. I’m sorry it took me so long. I’m sorry that you had to do this to me so many times. I should have learned it two or three times ago. I get it. You had to hit me really hard over the head with a f**king sledgehammer. You dropped the house on me. Don’t have to do it again.'”
According to sources, Lopez filed the paperwork because Affleck was reportedly not interested in making their marriage work.
Sources close to Affleck claims he’s a “love addict” and that he’s toying with Lopez and has no desire to save their marriage.